Sunday, July 1, 2012

Not feeling it ...

I have an interview this week and I really don't feel like going.

I was offered a job interview at this organisation I've always wanted to work at but the problem is, its a job in my current industry; an industry I want to leave.

I want to try to expand my career but this job interview will bring me back to a job that has left me uninspired. The thing is the job is in an organisation I've always wanted to work in so I'm going to the interview tomorrow.

I hate interviews.

Who wants to talk about themselves and bullshit about how fantastic they are and hide all their flaws and weaknesses in fear that no one will want it in their organisation.

I have met one person that enjoys them or even feels 50:50 about it.

I am actually excited about this opportunity I will be starting in a week and all my energy is into counting down the days until I can leave my current team  (five days and counting).

So I am lacking some enthusiasm for this interview... actually I have none.

I don't want to go but I will because I want to work in the organisation... anyway who knows if they will offer a job to me anyway. This is a highly competitive organisation, a lot of people want to work there so I am up against a high calibre of people, with a range of experience.

Ill go but the bullshit will be missing.

I am going to answer the questions straight and show them I have what it takes.

Five days until I can goodbye to the shitty hours, the lack of respect, the double standards, the lack of management, and finally move on. I have been waiting for this for a very long time and it will soon be here.

No one knows how long I have been waiting to leave my current job. It has been so long that I am feeling exhausted by the idea of another five days of polite smiling and fake enthusiasm for a job I hate.

Five days and counting!

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