What happens next when everything starts to fall into place?

Life has a funny way of making you see clearly without you actually realising it is happening.

I was sitting on my couch watching DVDs when one of the characters said something that stopped me. He was talking about his life and what he wanted, and it resonated with me.  

If you have guessed by now I tend to ask myself a lot of questions.

Think a lot of questions.

Ask a lot of questions.

Or attempt to ask a question but get wobbly at the last second and go silent.

Now that I have managed to extract myself from my old job and the questions about how to change my miserable work attitude to a more positive one has been answered and now closed.

It’s the other questions that are starting to come to a head that I have managed to ignore it to a point because I was never quite strong enough to ask before or even think it.

Even now I am finding it difficult to write this blog because I don’t even know how to finish it. I have been writing this blog on and off for hours now… or in fact I’ve been trying to find a way to write this blog for months now and still can’t find my words.

I wonder if this means something or in fact I’m chicken shit.

See what happens when I ask questions and don’t have the answers because I am not in control of the answers, only the questions.

Man my mind is running around in circles.