But I want that chocolate....

God being healthy is so hard.

I know my goal to wear a bikini this year would be a big ask... even just wearing a swimsuit outside without anything covering me, will be hard but i didn't realise it would be this difficult.

I just want chocolate. Cheese. Crackers.

I want it.

But I won't.

I am committed to being healthy and trying to do as much exercise as I can do in order to wear a swimsuit.

But its so hard and I don't wanna.

I know its a immature response but come on!! I went from being a very overweight girls to a slightly overweight girl and i want to be healthier and in the health weight range.... but i want me chocolate too.

So i have to assume myself right now to keep my mind occupied or ill find a way to eat the chocolate, cheese and crackers that will only hamper my goal.

I wish i craved something boring like, spinach. That would work.

"It shouldn't be this hard, right?"

A dear, sweet, friend of mine asked me that tonight.

And I have a simple answer, it is that hard.

It should be that hard because when the good one comes along, you will take notice. You will recognise that there is a good man in front of you. There are no games to be played. There are no questioning behaviour. There are no unanswered questions. Because its supposed to be easy. Seamless. Simple.

It's not always that way but it should be that way at the beginning, middle and end.

If its difficult from the beginning what hope is there for a lasting relationship?

My friend is lonely; her words. She wants a man who will just stand next to her, and not runaway at the first sign of a speed bump. Not too much to ask. You do need to go through the crap first though. Thats part of the ironic fun. :o)

Ah dating. Its so fucking hard but so easy at the same time.

You shouldn't think so hard about it but sometimes it comes harder when you're guard is up.

Hats off to you Coles

Judgy was a bear...

A few days ago, I opened up one of my fashion pages and in horror saw them spruiking clothes at Coles. COLES!!! A friggin supermarket.

Seriously!!

Anyway I made it my mission today to go and check it out and I was surprised.

So surprised I ended up buying a striped black and white dress with blue trim, and a pair of black capri pants. All for $30 bucks!!

Not bad Coles, not bad at all.

I stand corrected.

And the quality isnt too bad... more target than Big W.

Can't complain about that.