God being healthy is so hard.
I know my goal to wear a bikini this year would be a big ask... even just wearing a swimsuit outside without anything covering me, will be hard but i didn't realise it would be this difficult.
I just want chocolate. Cheese. Crackers.
I want it.
But I won't.
I am committed to being healthy and trying to do as much exercise as I can do in order to wear a swimsuit.
But its so hard and I don't wanna.
I know its a immature response but come on!! I went from being a very overweight girls to a slightly overweight girl and i want to be healthier and in the health weight range.... but i want me chocolate too.
So i have to assume myself right now to keep my mind occupied or ill find a way to eat the chocolate, cheese and crackers that will only hamper my goal.
I wish i craved something boring like, spinach. That would work.
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