Wednesday, June 6, 2012

Eight years counts for nothing

Screw em I say!

I walked into my boss' office and put it on the line and all he had to say was:

I need to think of the team

Screw you! I am part of your team, what about me!?!?!

Douche!

So apparently I don't have a say on what happens to me and my job because he is thinking of the team and making sure his arse is covered.

He is putting a new role offered to me in jeopardy because he authorised five people to have leave in one month and he is afraid of the impact on the rest of the team.

NOT MY PROBLEM!!!

Anyway I just looked at him and realised that eight years of loyalty counted for nothing.

I worked long hours, I worked weekends, I changed jobs without any fight... I was sent to another state, in the middle of no where  ... his excuse, I have a family and commitments, and you don't, so the impact is less. Yeah! I don't have to explain my rage on that one.

I come in every day and give 100 per cent. I have done that for eight long years.

And now he thinks he has the right to turn around and tell me sorry, it counts for nothing.

Screw em!

Even now, I just shake my head in disbelief that someone could treat you like this.

All the long hours etc. counted for nothing. NOTHING!

If I had done a half-arsed job like everyone around me in my team does (and has continued since the day I arrived) then I would still be in the shit position I am now but at least I wouldn't feel like a dick head.

Selfish arse poo muncher! That's what I wanted to call him. I just couldn't open my mouth and say it.

I know that if I am placed in a job that I don't want, I will just hand in resignation, tell him shove it up his arse and hopefully he gets a paper cut.

No one should be treated like this and no one should treat ME like this.

I just want to vent because I am in just disbelief. That how I explain it right now.

Disbelief.



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